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I think that everyone that I know that uses this thing is on a severly long break. What happened to the 3x a week entries? I really don't know.
Still looking for a job. This is the longest vacation that I have ever been on. Its hard to deal with. Not so much the not working part of it, I fill my time. I've been doing a lot of work outside, catching up on a lot of stuff, a whole lot of household repairs that are supposed to prepare me for when I have my own house. I can deal with the no income part, I'm a pro at this budget. The hard part is dealing with everyone else and that look that you get when you say that you're not working. All of the sudden its like your trash. WE are so caught up in this materialistic viewpoint that I find it hard to get people to understand that its okay to take some time off, provided you have the means to do so. What is wrong with taking time off if I am going to be working for ever?
In a completely different spectrum, I finally started dreaming again. Though, it was the worst dream. No one died. It wasn't that bad. It was more of a realization of how my life is different when I am not at school. There is no drama now. Sure, I miss certain people, but overall I see and talk to everyone that I need to see. so back to the dream, I don't know what the pretense was, but in this dream somehow I got into an agrument with a friend that I have never been in an argument before. But, it was all so real, and it didn't end good. Then I woke up.
Still looking for a job. This is the longest vacation that I have ever been on. Its hard to deal with. Not so much the not working part of it, I fill my time. I've been doing a lot of work outside, catching up on a lot of stuff, a whole lot of household repairs that are supposed to prepare me for when I have my own house. I can deal with the no income part, I'm a pro at this budget. The hard part is dealing with everyone else and that look that you get when you say that you're not working. All of the sudden its like your trash. WE are so caught up in this materialistic viewpoint that I find it hard to get people to understand that its okay to take some time off, provided you have the means to do so. What is wrong with taking time off if I am going to be working for ever?
In a completely different spectrum, I finally started dreaming again. Though, it was the worst dream. No one died. It wasn't that bad. It was more of a realization of how my life is different when I am not at school. There is no drama now. Sure, I miss certain people, but overall I see and talk to everyone that I need to see. so back to the dream, I don't know what the pretense was, but in this dream somehow I got into an agrument with a friend that I have never been in an argument before. But, it was all so real, and it didn't end good. Then I woke up.