meme; ten days
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I hadn't dropped French after year 8. Sure, I cheated to get my B-average -I cheated a lot in general- but I can't help but think if I had stuck with it I would have been genuinely good at it eventually and my academic life would be much easier now.
2. Choosing my university degree based on a Japanese major. I would have done much better choosing something writing based.
3. Making Mina go over my hair with 40 vol after realizing we'd only done it in 10 vol. I lost so so much hair that day. And I have rocked what I had left and I'm doing alright with it, but it's still not all grown back. It will take me a long while to get all of that white-white hair back.
4. Actually going to my fathers' wedding. I went and I was drunk and appaling but I wish I had of had more conviction in my decisions//myself and just not gone at all.
5. Fenced off fanfiction as a line I will never cross. Sometimes I think about it, and I think about what I might be missing out on, but I know I would never be able to write it well at this point. It's been in the NO box for so long I can't possibly go back on it now.
6. Laughing at Suzie when she told me she was gay. That was pretty unsmooth of me but she had just told me she'd made-out with Fabiana at my birthday. And to be fair we had been at Bang! and YOU TRY AND TAKE SOMEONE SERIOUSLY AFTER THEY SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT. Still, I admit it was the wrong kind of reaction and if I could go back and do it over and be all less laughing-at-her and more awesome-friend-like then that would be nice. I mean, I don't mean to be an asshole, but sometimes it happens.
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. I wish I hadn't dropped French after year 8. Sure, I cheated to get my B-average -I cheated a lot in general- but I can't help but think if I had stuck with it I would have been genuinely good at it eventually and my academic life would be much easier now.
2. Choosing my university degree based on a Japanese major. I would have done much better choosing something writing based.
3. Making Mina go over my hair with 40 vol after realizing we'd only done it in 10 vol. I lost so so much hair that day. And I have rocked what I had left and I'm doing alright with it, but it's still not all grown back. It will take me a long while to get all of that white-white hair back.
4. Actually going to my fathers' wedding. I went and I was drunk and appaling but I wish I had of had more conviction in my decisions//myself and just not gone at all.
5. Fenced off fanfiction as a line I will never cross. Sometimes I think about it, and I think about what I might be missing out on, but I know I would never be able to write it well at this point. It's been in the NO box for so long I can't possibly go back on it now.
6. Laughing at Suzie when she told me she was gay. That was pretty unsmooth of me but she had just told me she'd made-out with Fabiana at my birthday. And to be fair we had been at Bang! and YOU TRY AND TAKE SOMEONE SERIOUSLY AFTER THEY SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT. Still, I admit it was the wrong kind of reaction and if I could go back and do it over and be all less laughing-at-her and more awesome-friend-like then that would be nice. I mean, I don't mean to be an asshole, but sometimes it happens.
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Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.