Superlative.
I cannot think of a pain that can surpass that which you feel when someone you love looks at you with nothing but disgust, or worse, refuses to look at you at all.
(without even the slightest hint of love, warmth, compassion, sympathy, or pity; like he wants absolutely nothing to do with you; like you are the most despicable person he has ever met; like you mean nothing to him, are nothing to him)
(without even the slightest hint of love, warmth, compassion, sympathy, or pity; like he wants absolutely nothing to do with you; like you are the most despicable person he has ever met; like you mean nothing to him, are nothing to him)