i don't think i'll ever come back down

[discarded_soul]

I'm just a ball of confusion.
I miss my mom, and brother so bad.
This doesn't feel real, and I need a shovel.
Something tells me I'll get through this,
but there isn't anything tangible telling me so.

Everything lacks sense, and apathy is the most appetizing card.  Can't I just get away already?  Now, I'm considering everything and anything