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Yourself.
Sharp blade coated with crimson in your hand
Bleed your emotions onto your paper of life,
Beautifully tragic artwork and bizarre poetry.
We drift through the world absorbing,
But not really retaining what we need,
Never rippling the pond.
Inspire your deepest stirrings let it
Consume your very soul,
Remain yourself, dark and amazing.
~Anonamous
6 days, i'm coming home in 6 days. I got a huge rush of excitment yesterday, it all hit me that i was going to see everyone really soon, of course that wonderfully bouncy feeling soon left when i entered St.Mary's church hall (for the dance i was going to [dont ask why]) I went with fran, it was awful. She met this guy, that i saw first and i really liked him, well the look of him, and then gabby and carl introduced the two of them and i had to sit and enduring the long conversations about amazing things, i wanted to yell and cry, i did cry but not infront of anyone, i went outside, wishing more than anything i had a pack of cigerettes. It was just a really depressing night, everyone was with their boyfriends and i felt really really alone. I cant wait to come home and i am so happy to see everyone.
P.S. In about 20 minutes i'm going out to buy art supplies for a little project i'm making for a certain sombodies birthday ;-) OOO! and i'm getting my third piercing, but only in one ear, cause i think that looks way cooler! :-D
Sharp blade coated with crimson in your hand
Bleed your emotions onto your paper of life,
Beautifully tragic artwork and bizarre poetry.
We drift through the world absorbing,
But not really retaining what we need,
Never rippling the pond.
Inspire your deepest stirrings let it
Consume your very soul,
Remain yourself, dark and amazing.
~Anonamous
6 days, i'm coming home in 6 days. I got a huge rush of excitment yesterday, it all hit me that i was going to see everyone really soon, of course that wonderfully bouncy feeling soon left when i entered St.Mary's church hall (for the dance i was going to [dont ask why]) I went with fran, it was awful. She met this guy, that i saw first and i really liked him, well the look of him, and then gabby and carl introduced the two of them and i had to sit and enduring the long conversations about amazing things, i wanted to yell and cry, i did cry but not infront of anyone, i went outside, wishing more than anything i had a pack of cigerettes. It was just a really depressing night, everyone was with their boyfriends and i felt really really alone. I cant wait to come home and i am so happy to see everyone.
P.S. In about 20 minutes i'm going out to buy art supplies for a little project i'm making for a certain sombodies birthday ;-) OOO! and i'm getting my third piercing, but only in one ear, cause i think that looks way cooler! :-D