Back in the land of Stoke- such as it is

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Me and Dave drove down yesterday- taking a couple hours to do so- hey its been a few months since i was last here and about a year at least since i last came down in a car so i had to stop and think a few times especially with the one way system in Hanley. I could see the road we needed to be on but yet had to drive halfway round hanley to get to it...
Feels a little weird living in this house- i spent a lot of time here last year visitin Becky and to get away from the ones i lived with back then so im used to this house but i think that that's whats makin me feel so weird now...like its not my house and im still just visiting. Weird thought i know but i cant shake it.
Other than that, things are generally weird with the potential to become ok- i got one wall of my room painted- ok ok Dave painted that but i did help. Still gotta finish the rest of it off when he comes back down ( Gone home this morn :( ) - been feelin off as well in myself so i gotta see how things go when uni starts back- dont seem to wanna leave the house much at the minute, everything just seems so low and wrong. Dont think i can be around people- lost the ability to communicate and interact socially- dont know whats wrong with me

Wish i could blame stoke but it started way before this....