All dressed up with no where to go.....
Life is weird. It's funny how one day you feel like everything is going to shit...and the next is completely uplifting. It's amazing how quickly i bounce back from bad situations. I tend not to dwell too much on the past. Its only a setback.. and i have this whole theory that if i wait around being miserable..then i will miss something really good that comes my way. Speaking of really good things coming my way.. i think i like this guy. His name is Jacob.. im not really sure whats going on with the whole thing... but i know that i feel really good around him. We have been spending a lot of time together the past few days. Thats why i havent written in here in forever. He seems like a really sweet guy, tho...they all seem that way in the beginning. But then he has more than just a sweet outer shell... I like his family too. They are GREAT. I dont think i have met another guy where I could actually interact with his family too... well except for this one asshole i dated. But he doesnt count. Assholes never count... well...you know! But other than just hanging out..i havent been up to much.
GREAT BAND.... just thought I would share...
Track Listing: Disc One
1) Dead Man's Party
2) Dead or Alive
3) No Spill Blood
4) Stay
5) Cinderella Undercover
6) Home Again
7) Help Me
8) Just Another Day
9) Only Makes Me Laugh
10) My Life
11) Nothing to Fear (But Fear Itself)
12) Not My Slave
13) We Close Our Eyes
14) Elevator Man
15) Return of the Dead Man
Track Listing: Disc Two
1) Winning Side
2) Wild Sex
3) Grey Matter
4) Private Life
5) Gratitude
6) No One Lives Forever
7) Mama
8) Capitalism
9) Who Do You Want to Be?
10) Sweat
11) Violent Love
12) On the Outside
13) Goodbye-Goodbye
14) Country Sweat
15) Return of the Dead Man 2
I went to 80's night tonite. I got to see my sweety-pie Daniel. I think he and I are becoming really close friends. Its cool...cause i really love Daniel. One of the best things about him is the fact that i never feel left out around him. He always introduces me to people..even when he doesnt really know them himself! LOL...and he makes an attempt to include me in everything he is doing. He is a good friend in my book. I also saw JP tonite. Things felt a little weird between he and I. I dont really understand why..i dont have any feelings for him anymore...and I suspect he has none for me...so I cant understand why it was so hard for us to have a conversation. I love him too... so I hope that he and i can get back on track with where we were before we broke up..just without the whole kissing and stuff! :) Im actually glad that he and I arent dating anymore. With him ending things..it really did help me to see that we were better as friends than as lovers. We just couldnt provide each other with what we really needed out of a relationship. I still miss him though. Anyways... thats about all for now. Had a blast tonite.. now im off to bed. nitenite
GREAT BAND.... just thought I would share...
Track Listing: Disc One
1) Dead Man's Party
2) Dead or Alive
3) No Spill Blood
4) Stay
5) Cinderella Undercover
6) Home Again
7) Help Me
8) Just Another Day
9) Only Makes Me Laugh
10) My Life
11) Nothing to Fear (But Fear Itself)
12) Not My Slave
13) We Close Our Eyes
14) Elevator Man
15) Return of the Dead Man
Track Listing: Disc Two
1) Winning Side
2) Wild Sex
3) Grey Matter
4) Private Life
5) Gratitude
6) No One Lives Forever
7) Mama
8) Capitalism
9) Who Do You Want to Be?
10) Sweat
11) Violent Love
12) On the Outside
13) Goodbye-Goodbye
14) Country Sweat
15) Return of the Dead Man 2
I went to 80's night tonite. I got to see my sweety-pie Daniel. I think he and I are becoming really close friends. Its cool...cause i really love Daniel. One of the best things about him is the fact that i never feel left out around him. He always introduces me to people..even when he doesnt really know them himself! LOL...and he makes an attempt to include me in everything he is doing. He is a good friend in my book. I also saw JP tonite. Things felt a little weird between he and I. I dont really understand why..i dont have any feelings for him anymore...and I suspect he has none for me...so I cant understand why it was so hard for us to have a conversation. I love him too... so I hope that he and i can get back on track with where we were before we broke up..just without the whole kissing and stuff! :) Im actually glad that he and I arent dating anymore. With him ending things..it really did help me to see that we were better as friends than as lovers. We just couldnt provide each other with what we really needed out of a relationship. I still miss him though. Anyways... thats about all for now. Had a blast tonite.. now im off to bed. nitenite