I feel the same way

[disbeangie]

I can't beleive I can't even squeeze 24 hours of being happy. I was so excited, that for once in sooo long I couldn't stop smiling. That ended quickly I must say. I spent my bday doing math and almost went insane. Actually, I guess you could say that I did go insane. I wrote how I was feeling. I couldn't stop writing in my note pad and I basically made a long definition of depression. I showed it to my mom and she said that she gets like that a lot. Depression runs in the family (along with a lot of other crap). It's some illness that runs in generations or whatever. I felt better after talking to my mom about it, and then my dad gave me my gift and it was sooo sweet! It was a little 2min video and it made me cry. We watched my 16th video (Jess remember, "I'm the pink ranger, no one can defete me"). Well, I was feeling go this morning cause I was expecting JO to come over, but her parents are stupid and wont let her because she can't deal with stress. Which really doesn't make any sense because I will be a stress-RELEIVER. It's her parents that cause her stress! Then, Ash told me she was going to come over with Brian and surprise me, but their parents are being losers too. WHAT THE HELL IS WITH PARENTS?!?!?! What the hell is ramming up parent's ass these days where they have to be such pricks??? Ugh! I really want to go to the B&H and I have no one to go with! Everyone else is already gone! I still have stupid math to do!

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