I think I got it...
Okay, I'm writing something to film for the summer and it's about relationships (what else). And I realized a big DUH, but anyway... the thing that makes relationships so confusing/annyoing/hard/frusterating is because we don't know what's always going on with someone else, and we can't force that they feel or think a certain way. And we can't help what we (ourselves) feel. If it's your feelings, no matter how hard you try, you can't escape how you feel. Whether you like someone who treats you bad, or someone who just doesnt want you back, or someone who loves you but is a moron, if you have feelings for that person for whatever reason, reason doesn't matter. In more ways than one. I don't know if I'm making any sense...I'm just thinking out loud and typing it...riiight...
But does anyone get what I mean? I'll always remember the line from Save the Last Dance (of all movies) "you can't help who you love. You're not suppose to." I think even though we get strong feelings from someone, keep in mind that some feelings eventually do change, and yet some don't. Even though at the moment it always feels like the feeling wont ever change...BUT IT DOES!! Dun dun dunnn...
At these times, it's mind boggling to think that so many people are going through the same emotions, questions, wonder about their lives and what's to become of them, and yet most of us feel alone. We feel alone, yet we're surrounded by people that feel the exact same way and are going through simular things. The problem is communication. I think we've all lost communication in the past five or so years...then again, have people ever been able to REALLY communicate? (I wish I took philosophy) I don't know about anyone else, but I HATE msn...I miss talking to people face to face, but with everyone being busy and when everyone has so much going all, we condensed what is suppose to be a "conversation" by using the internet to talk to everyone at once so we don't lose touch. I'm not a fan of the phone either, but I think listening to a familiar friendly voice is the best medicine to any wound. Our lives have been so nuts recently, that I think we lose sight of what's really important (yes, cliche, I know). I just love having a small group of people and just talking. The best conversations are with the least amount of people. I wish I could set time for everyone everday. It would be like, okay Monday is Jessie's day...Tuesday is Jessica's...etc. Even for an hour! I just miss everyone, and if even being with a good friend for a short time is better than having a huge group of people for a few hours because the time you spend with that person would basically be the same anyway. I don't know...I know I can't have it all, although I damn wish I could!!
Also, to go with this, in romantic relationships that end sadly, I really envy them. Because if you think about it, they at least had someone at some point, they had happy times, and they say (don't ask who they are, cause I don't know) that it takes half of the relationship to get over the person. So even if you are depressed or heartbroken, at least you had double the happiness and experiences. Sure you'll miss them, but you can always think of the times you HAD them. So in a way (more cliches) in any bad situation with another person, it never ended because you'll always have the positive times.
I'm not really sure what the point of this whole rambling was about...I started with a point and just lost it. Well, anyway, I hope got some insight of what I've been going nuts about recently. I'm trying to crack the code to my insanity mwahaha...riiight...I should just skip this and write poetry. But I haven't updated in a while. Oh god, more rambling...okay! I'm done! I swear! You won't hear the last of me!!!
But does anyone get what I mean? I'll always remember the line from Save the Last Dance (of all movies) "you can't help who you love. You're not suppose to." I think even though we get strong feelings from someone, keep in mind that some feelings eventually do change, and yet some don't. Even though at the moment it always feels like the feeling wont ever change...BUT IT DOES!! Dun dun dunnn...
At these times, it's mind boggling to think that so many people are going through the same emotions, questions, wonder about their lives and what's to become of them, and yet most of us feel alone. We feel alone, yet we're surrounded by people that feel the exact same way and are going through simular things. The problem is communication. I think we've all lost communication in the past five or so years...then again, have people ever been able to REALLY communicate? (I wish I took philosophy) I don't know about anyone else, but I HATE msn...I miss talking to people face to face, but with everyone being busy and when everyone has so much going all, we condensed what is suppose to be a "conversation" by using the internet to talk to everyone at once so we don't lose touch. I'm not a fan of the phone either, but I think listening to a familiar friendly voice is the best medicine to any wound. Our lives have been so nuts recently, that I think we lose sight of what's really important (yes, cliche, I know). I just love having a small group of people and just talking. The best conversations are with the least amount of people. I wish I could set time for everyone everday. It would be like, okay Monday is Jessie's day...Tuesday is Jessica's...etc. Even for an hour! I just miss everyone, and if even being with a good friend for a short time is better than having a huge group of people for a few hours because the time you spend with that person would basically be the same anyway. I don't know...I know I can't have it all, although I damn wish I could!!
Also, to go with this, in romantic relationships that end sadly, I really envy them. Because if you think about it, they at least had someone at some point, they had happy times, and they say (don't ask who they are, cause I don't know) that it takes half of the relationship to get over the person. So even if you are depressed or heartbroken, at least you had double the happiness and experiences. Sure you'll miss them, but you can always think of the times you HAD them. So in a way (more cliches) in any bad situation with another person, it never ended because you'll always have the positive times.
I'm not really sure what the point of this whole rambling was about...I started with a point and just lost it. Well, anyway, I hope got some insight of what I've been going nuts about recently. I'm trying to crack the code to my insanity mwahaha...riiight...I should just skip this and write poetry. But I haven't updated in a while. Oh god, more rambling...okay! I'm done! I swear! You won't hear the last of me!!!