surprisingly happy
i don't even know why, but i am really happy tonight:) that's always a good thing so i'm not gonna bitch about it or anything don't worry....anyway, i was at the dorms tonight and he was there, hot as fuck (as usual)...
i'm really indifferent about going home this time and it had never been this way before...i wanna go home sooooo bad but, the whole idea of not seeing him for 40 days, and in addition the fact that the girlfriend will be away too just drives me nuts, since this could have easily been my chance....everybody keeps confusing me by saying that he likes me and i sometimes feel that way too... like he acts really different around me sometimes, like tonight....he offers me to go get a coke with him in aa hidden way and then we joke around and stuff in the other lobby....
anyway, i hope i'll be fine :( i only have 6 days left here and then 40 days w/o him!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
it all revolves around you
i'm really indifferent about going home this time and it had never been this way before...i wanna go home sooooo bad but, the whole idea of not seeing him for 40 days, and in addition the fact that the girlfriend will be away too just drives me nuts, since this could have easily been my chance....everybody keeps confusing me by saying that he likes me and i sometimes feel that way too... like he acts really different around me sometimes, like tonight....he offers me to go get a coke with him in aa hidden way and then we joke around and stuff in the other lobby....
anyway, i hope i'll be fine :( i only have 6 days left here and then 40 days w/o him!!!!!!!!!!!!
suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
it all revolves around you