Attic In My Head

May 08, 2010 15:00


Everyone thinks I’m crazy
Because of the voices
I sometimes talk to

People think I’ve lost it
When I start screaming
At the people they can’t see

I’m not insane
I just have an attic
Stuck inside my brain

Everyone thinks I’m crazy
Because sometimes
I talk to myself

They all think I’ve lost it
What I’m not sure of
And yet I’ve still found nothing

There’s an attic
Inside my head
Pressing against my brain

So many people live there
Nobody else can see them
Nobody else can hear them

Except me
Except me
In all my misery

Breathe in, breathe in
Exhale, exhale
Only my heart beat

It’s the only thing
The only thing
I hear, for now

There’s an attic in my head
Crammed up inside
Crushing all my thoughts

I can’t breathe with all these voices
They make me scream
With their loud chorus

Everyone thinks I’m crazy
Because I say nonsense
Mumble and choke on my words

People imagine I’ve lost it
When I say I feel hands choking
Wringing my life away

There’s an attic in my head
Filled with so many people
I can hardly remember their names

No one believes they exist
They can’t see their smiles- leers
Or hear their evil cries

They say I’ve lost it
My mind that is
Sadly it’s been here, always

Mad I am, Mad I am
Just like a hatter
Very much like a hatter

No one can hear them, see them
Except me
In all my misery

Breathe in, breathe in
Exhale, exhale
Only my heart beat

It’s the only thing
I hear bouncing in my head
For now only a heart beat

They say I’ve lost my mind
Gone perfectly insane
They don’t know the whole story

I’m mad I tell you
Just like a hatter
Exactly like a hatter

I’ve got this attic in head
Built up so high, so many voices
I’ll never be able to sleep

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