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Hi journal.
At the moment I'm in the bunker using the internet on my lunch break. So here's what's new with me:
- I have a boyfriend. His name is Nick and I like him
- I'm really really sick of work
- I miss internet people
- I'm working two jobs now, working casually for mum.
- I'm constantly broke
I guess that's it.
I woke up this morning to the realisation that I'm quite unhappy. I couldn't get to sleep last night because I couldn't stop thinking about the future. I need to get my QTAC application in or I'm going to waste another year of my life. But i know my portfolio won't be good enough so maybe I should just throw that dream away. I don't know. Everything seems so far out of my grasp. I'm tired all the fucking time. I want to go home and cut but I'm not comfortable enough in my new place. I think I'm maybe struggling. I don't know. I push everything so far away now that I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm just existing.
So that's it from me.
Em
At the moment I'm in the bunker using the internet on my lunch break. So here's what's new with me:
- I have a boyfriend. His name is Nick and I like him
- I'm really really sick of work
- I miss internet people
- I'm working two jobs now, working casually for mum.
- I'm constantly broke
I guess that's it.
I woke up this morning to the realisation that I'm quite unhappy. I couldn't get to sleep last night because I couldn't stop thinking about the future. I need to get my QTAC application in or I'm going to waste another year of my life. But i know my portfolio won't be good enough so maybe I should just throw that dream away. I don't know. Everything seems so far out of my grasp. I'm tired all the fucking time. I want to go home and cut but I'm not comfortable enough in my new place. I think I'm maybe struggling. I don't know. I push everything so far away now that I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm just existing.
So that's it from me.
Em