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[disaster_____]

its finally october and this is suppose to be where things arent so dull anymore
at least i think because the cold weather is coming
anddd holidays are coming
the end of the year is near too
what a year it has been so far
yet this month saddens me
its almost been a year that ms natalie has died
and when that day comes
i know im going to cry continuously
hmph.