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[disaster_____]

sometimes i feel like the most outcast person there is. there are those little moments when I dont. and I really suck at starting conversation and keeping a conversation with someone. I find myself by myself alot. I mean there is talking to people every once in a while or few minutes but then I find myself by myself once again walking alone. maybe

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[jrotten87]

Me too. I used to be REALLY shy, but I'm a little better now. Feel better dear. ♥

[disaster_____]

Thanks Matthew♥♥

[____onelasttime]

change sucks but we all do it.
its hard as hell.
believe me i'm always changing and i hate doing it but i'm always 9438579X happier after i do it.
i used to be exactly like u felt in the entry..or similar.
i'd do/think stupid shit. then i talked about it w/cam and we decided that it was kinda pointless, ya know? your only making yourself and others around you upset, so why do it?! that was my conclusion, and after that it felt like a big weight got lifted off my chest and i haven't been TOO emotional lately...just rarely. idk i hope this helps.
<3

[disaster_____]

I sort of see what youre saying but its hard to look at it that way or maybe im just making it complicated.

[cambria_p]

i think your at the age when you're coming into your own. i know you and i know how you are. from the outside looking in, maybe you are second guessing yourself. you are not selfish, you are however very caring, loving and self respectful. the people that surround you all know that. its ok to feel like a re re sometimes. i sure as hell do.

i love you

[disaster_____]

thanks cuz. i love you too.

[thechaosdrummer]

i love you little sis!! but hey yeah 4real i went to your house saturday, but i guess you were at the game. ♥

[disaster_____]

you mean friday.
I saw you saturday playing at Jakes.
yeah, chris wanted me to go with him so I did.