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happy new year. let's hope 2007 is better than 2006.
2006 was SHIT!
welcomed the new year falling asleep on the stairs while someone was taking a dump. and missed it by a couple minutes. i hear the toilet flush, sink run, and slowly wake up. it's 12:02.
"happy birthday, douchebag. and happy new year too."
and that was about it. then we went to sleep. a very mellow new years eve, not a big deal. but a pleasant start. i didn't think i'd start the year like this, but it's cool. and i am strangely... feeling all right about it. not uneasy or scared or alone. a lil worried bout myself and how things will turn out, but i don't have a problem with any of it.
and... i know. i'm not supposed to spend time with him. oh well. it sorta just happened without us expecting it. but it was fun regardless. and for some reason, i feel like it was nothing more. just us kickin it, as friends, almost the way i wanted our friendship to be.
2006 was SHIT!
welcomed the new year falling asleep on the stairs while someone was taking a dump. and missed it by a couple minutes. i hear the toilet flush, sink run, and slowly wake up. it's 12:02.
"happy birthday, douchebag. and happy new year too."
and that was about it. then we went to sleep. a very mellow new years eve, not a big deal. but a pleasant start. i didn't think i'd start the year like this, but it's cool. and i am strangely... feeling all right about it. not uneasy or scared or alone. a lil worried bout myself and how things will turn out, but i don't have a problem with any of it.
and... i know. i'm not supposed to spend time with him. oh well. it sorta just happened without us expecting it. but it was fun regardless. and for some reason, i feel like it was nothing more. just us kickin it, as friends, almost the way i wanted our friendship to be.