everyone in black and white all of the time
REMEMBER WHEN I WAS LIKE "EVERYONE IN BLACK AND WHITE" IN ALL OF THOSE OTHER POSTS THAT I MADE AND THEN THE WORLD LISTENED TO ME AND NOW EVERYONE IS IN BLACK AND WHITE ALL OF THE TIME AND ON ONE HAND IT HURTS BUT ON THE OTHER HAND I HOPE IT HURTS YOU MORE THAN IT HURTS ME HERE ARE SOME GIFS FOR YOU TO ENJOY.
literally the only thing that would be worse than this is if Zayn were to pull Louis's hair. Like, in the whole entire world, that is the only thing that would be worse.
RIGHT, THE OTHER THING THAT HAPPENED IS THAT ZAYN CARESSED HARRY'S FACE WITH THE BACK OF HIS FINGER.
Feelings about people touching other people's faces? I don't have any feelings about people touching other people's faces. YOU have feelings about people touching other people's faces.
Let's look at that again.
SO ANYWAY.
This is basically how I feel about that:
hahah, jk, I actually feel like this:
Remember when Louis and Zayn were quietly in love with each other and sometimes hold hands in hotel rooms while they watch TV and act like it's no big deal when they kiss on the mouth?
The thing is, HONESTLY YOU GUYS, I had been going weeks there with like zero to moderate feelings about Harry Styles. Maybe he changed his hair or something but I was like, yessssssss, he finally is looking like the 18 year old child that he is, I don't even want a little piece of that! It was such a good feeling. It was a normal, sensible reaction to events.
OKAY BUT THEN THERE WAS THE BEHIND THE SCENES OF THE PEPSI COMMERCIAL AND HARRY WAS SO FUCKING WEIRD AND LIKE FREAKISHLY ATTRACTIVE AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT BUT ALSO ... I DON'T KNOW, NEVER MIND, JUST SOME THOUGHTS THAT I'M HAVING ABOUT AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD THAT I GUESS YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW ABOUT.
I don't understand it and I don't like it and I'm sorry that you all seem to doubt that he had sex with more than 400 people last year BECAUSE THAT SOUNDS ACCURATE TO ME.
Why did he do this? WHY DID NIALL'S FACE? Why did I lose it and where can I find it I want it back.
To make matters much much worse for me, he went on a Starbucks run.
How long have you been reading my journal for? You probably haven't noticed yet that I have any feelings whatsoever for boys who are eager to please COULD TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT I FEEL NOTHING MOVE ALONG HERE. But he's going on a Starbucks run for everyone and looking so so happy about it, ;___________;
Facewise and handswise this is a disaster for me.
Zayn is laughing at me and I deserve it.
Remember when I wrote that story about 1D on the West Coast and they were in the forest all the time AND THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE?????????????
UM remember when they sat on the bus and Zayn crossed his arms and leaned forward against the back of Harry's seat and just watched the back of Harry's head with this soft soft look on his face while Harry squinted out the window and tried not to look like he was crying?
And then probably blowjobs, idk, just if I had to write an ending for that.
okay but turning him sideways made it even worse for me why did you do that?
JUST THE USUAL PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE LOOKING AT ZAYN'S FACE: BREATHING. FUNCTIONING. SELF RESPECTING.
Remember when Zayn wore a leather jacket and smoked and I was like, "Literally, is this a deliberate attack on me," and he was like, "Yes," and I was like, "Thanks for clarifying, bro," and then I threw myself off a cliff?
Absolutely just the peek of attractiveness that any human being has ever achieved, I want one and I deserve it so so send it to me or alternatively I guess I will just take the jacket but preferably also send the boy.
In conclusion, everyone is Zayn's boyfriend.
Everyone. He has them all. He deserves them all and they are all for him.
Anyway, this is the gif that summarizes tonight for me except the banana is rum, okay, byeeeee.
I really want to hear the full song of Zayn singing, oh i just want to take you any way that you like, we could go out any day any night, baby i'll take you there because that sounds accurate and i really like it when other people sing my emotions in their songs, I relate a lot to that one on the deep feels level.
literally the only thing that would be worse than this is if Zayn were to pull Louis's hair. Like, in the whole entire world, that is the only thing that would be worse.
RIGHT, THE OTHER THING THAT HAPPENED IS THAT ZAYN CARESSED HARRY'S FACE WITH THE BACK OF HIS FINGER.
Feelings about people touching other people's faces? I don't have any feelings about people touching other people's faces. YOU have feelings about people touching other people's faces.
Let's look at that again.
SO ANYWAY.
This is basically how I feel about that:
hahah, jk, I actually feel like this:
Remember when Louis and Zayn were quietly in love with each other and sometimes hold hands in hotel rooms while they watch TV and act like it's no big deal when they kiss on the mouth?
The thing is, HONESTLY YOU GUYS, I had been going weeks there with like zero to moderate feelings about Harry Styles. Maybe he changed his hair or something but I was like, yessssssss, he finally is looking like the 18 year old child that he is, I don't even want a little piece of that! It was such a good feeling. It was a normal, sensible reaction to events.
OKAY BUT THEN THERE WAS THE BEHIND THE SCENES OF THE PEPSI COMMERCIAL AND HARRY WAS SO FUCKING WEIRD AND LIKE FREAKISHLY ATTRACTIVE AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT BUT ALSO ... I DON'T KNOW, NEVER MIND, JUST SOME THOUGHTS THAT I'M HAVING ABOUT AN EIGHTEEN YEAR OLD THAT I GUESS YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW ABOUT.
I don't understand it and I don't like it and I'm sorry that you all seem to doubt that he had sex with more than 400 people last year BECAUSE THAT SOUNDS ACCURATE TO ME.
Why did he do this? WHY DID NIALL'S FACE? Why did I lose it and where can I find it I want it back.
To make matters much much worse for me, he went on a Starbucks run.
How long have you been reading my journal for? You probably haven't noticed yet that I have any feelings whatsoever for boys who are eager to please COULD TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT I FEEL NOTHING MOVE ALONG HERE. But he's going on a Starbucks run for everyone and looking so so happy about it, ;___________;
Facewise and handswise this is a disaster for me.
Zayn is laughing at me and I deserve it.
Remember when I wrote that story about 1D on the West Coast and they were in the forest all the time AND THIS IS WHAT THEY LOOKED LIKE?????????????
UM remember when they sat on the bus and Zayn crossed his arms and leaned forward against the back of Harry's seat and just watched the back of Harry's head with this soft soft look on his face while Harry squinted out the window and tried not to look like he was crying?
And then probably blowjobs, idk, just if I had to write an ending for that.
okay but turning him sideways made it even worse for me why did you do that?
JUST THE USUAL PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE LOOKING AT ZAYN'S FACE: BREATHING. FUNCTIONING. SELF RESPECTING.
Remember when Zayn wore a leather jacket and smoked and I was like, "Literally, is this a deliberate attack on me," and he was like, "Yes," and I was like, "Thanks for clarifying, bro," and then I threw myself off a cliff?
Absolutely just the peek of attractiveness that any human being has ever achieved, I want one and I deserve it so so send it to me or alternatively I guess I will just take the jacket but preferably also send the boy.
In conclusion, everyone is Zayn's boyfriend.
Everyone. He has them all. He deserves them all and they are all for him.
Anyway, this is the gif that summarizes tonight for me except the banana is rum, okay, byeeeee.
I really want to hear the full song of Zayn singing, oh i just want to take you any way that you like, we could go out any day any night, baby i'll take you there because that sounds accurate and i really like it when other people sing my emotions in their songs, I relate a lot to that one on the deep feels level.