still even on the inside
I haven't really decided what I want to write next. I've got... three-ish different Ryan/Spencer stories started (one old, one old-ish and one that I just started a couple of days ago). Oooh, I wonder if I just c&p'd them all together, if they would make one story? *g* Maybe not. I also started a Ryan/Brendon story the other day. So far: they're high. I'm not too sure where I want to go with it.
I've got a Jon/Brendon story which I actually don't mind upon the reread, but I think I'd want to take it in a different direction than I'd originally planned, or-- something. I dunno. It's like 3000 words, but it's totally at the point where if I poked at it, it would just jiggle and wobble unhelpfully. I think I just really want to write something short right now. I'm really glad to have the castle story done (even though I don't think people liked it all that much) and I don't feel like starting some other huge project right now.
Uggg, kind of what I really want to write is the story where Brendon is actually a fairy. The only time that humans can see his wings is if he's in love with them. There weird things keep happening to Spencer-- he thinks he's seeing things, like this weird glow around Brendon, or bulges under the bedding when he pokes his head into Brendon's bunk to wake him up and finds Brendon lying on his back. He walks in when Brendon's changing backstage, and Brendon's back is turned to him. He says, "You almost ready? Ryan and Jon are in the hallway," and Brendon turns around. He sees that it's Spencer and he grins, says, "Just a sec," and Spencer says, "Wha-- what the fuck?" because when Brendon turns around again, there are wings coming out of his back, all shear and shimmery and flowing a little, like he's wiggling them.
And then Brendon has to explain it to Spencer, only he won't tell him why Spencer is the only one who can see them. When other people are around, they're not super noticeable, but sometimes when it's just Spencer and Brendon in the back, watching a movie or something, they're all Spencer can look at. Brendon can make his wings limp so that they just hang down his back, but he can stretch them out, too. When they're sitting on the couch, sometimes he sits just on the edge, his wings taut and outstretched behind himself. They're about the same as his arm span, and Spencer sits up on the edge of the couch too, so that he doesn't bump into Brendon's wings. He can feel them moving sometimes, like when Brendon gets excited about what's happening on the TV and starts bouncing around. Spencer ends up covered in this shimmery purple dust. Brendon notices, and gets embarrassed, trying to brush Spencer off.
Spencer shakes his head and sends some of the dust flying from in a cloud. "Hey, don't worry about it," he says. "No one else will be able to see this anyway, right?"
Brendon shakes his head, reaching out to brush at the shoulder of Spencer's t-shirt. "No, Spence. Just you."
I found another lolcat picture that reminds me of Spencer and Brendon!!!!
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S CUTER WITH KITTIES OR WITH BOYSSSSS.
I love that we get to see the picture from that magazine article in better quality, though the tagging hurts my soul.
The thing is, right, JON AND RYAN ACTUALLY WRITE SONGS TOGETHER! THAT IS CANON! So, pictures like this
are even more precious to my heart.
The very more precious thing of my whole entire heart, however, is that while Jon is sleeping
RYAN COVERS HIM UP WITH HIS UGLY ASS JACKET, OMGGGGG. I know that we already talked about this and stuff, but. IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED! JON FELL ASLEEP AND THEN RYAN COVERED HIM UP AND THEN RYAN CAME TO TAKE PICTURES OF HIM WITH HIS CAMERA, OMG, TINY BOYSSSSS.
And then speaking of boyfriends, there is Jon and Brendon's boyfriend,
As well as Brendon and his sometimes other boyfriend,
I love Brendon foreverrrrrrrrr. LOOK AT HIS LITTLE LEGS AND HIS TINY LITTLE TOES!
Meanwhile, Spencer is stuck in the bus aisle,
"Talk to the hand!"
Also, this appears to be a blue purse.
I'm not too sure what's going on here.
Oh boys, good times.
I've got a Jon/Brendon story which I actually don't mind upon the reread, but I think I'd want to take it in a different direction than I'd originally planned, or-- something. I dunno. It's like 3000 words, but it's totally at the point where if I poked at it, it would just jiggle and wobble unhelpfully. I think I just really want to write something short right now. I'm really glad to have the castle story done (even though I don't think people liked it all that much) and I don't feel like starting some other huge project right now.
Uggg, kind of what I really want to write is the story where Brendon is actually a fairy. The only time that humans can see his wings is if he's in love with them. There weird things keep happening to Spencer-- he thinks he's seeing things, like this weird glow around Brendon, or bulges under the bedding when he pokes his head into Brendon's bunk to wake him up and finds Brendon lying on his back. He walks in when Brendon's changing backstage, and Brendon's back is turned to him. He says, "You almost ready? Ryan and Jon are in the hallway," and Brendon turns around. He sees that it's Spencer and he grins, says, "Just a sec," and Spencer says, "Wha-- what the fuck?" because when Brendon turns around again, there are wings coming out of his back, all shear and shimmery and flowing a little, like he's wiggling them.
And then Brendon has to explain it to Spencer, only he won't tell him why Spencer is the only one who can see them. When other people are around, they're not super noticeable, but sometimes when it's just Spencer and Brendon in the back, watching a movie or something, they're all Spencer can look at. Brendon can make his wings limp so that they just hang down his back, but he can stretch them out, too. When they're sitting on the couch, sometimes he sits just on the edge, his wings taut and outstretched behind himself. They're about the same as his arm span, and Spencer sits up on the edge of the couch too, so that he doesn't bump into Brendon's wings. He can feel them moving sometimes, like when Brendon gets excited about what's happening on the TV and starts bouncing around. Spencer ends up covered in this shimmery purple dust. Brendon notices, and gets embarrassed, trying to brush Spencer off.
Spencer shakes his head and sends some of the dust flying from in a cloud. "Hey, don't worry about it," he says. "No one else will be able to see this anyway, right?"
Brendon shakes his head, reaching out to brush at the shoulder of Spencer's t-shirt. "No, Spence. Just you."
I found another lolcat picture that reminds me of Spencer and Brendon!!!!
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT'S CUTER WITH KITTIES OR WITH BOYSSSSS.
I love that we get to see the picture from that magazine article in better quality, though the tagging hurts my soul.
The thing is, right, JON AND RYAN ACTUALLY WRITE SONGS TOGETHER! THAT IS CANON! So, pictures like this
are even more precious to my heart.
The very more precious thing of my whole entire heart, however, is that while Jon is sleeping
RYAN COVERS HIM UP WITH HIS UGLY ASS JACKET, OMGGGGG. I know that we already talked about this and stuff, but. IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED! JON FELL ASLEEP AND THEN RYAN COVERED HIM UP AND THEN RYAN CAME TO TAKE PICTURES OF HIM WITH HIS CAMERA, OMG, TINY BOYSSSSS.
And then speaking of boyfriends, there is Jon and Brendon's boyfriend,
As well as Brendon and his sometimes other boyfriend,
I love Brendon foreverrrrrrrrr. LOOK AT HIS LITTLE LEGS AND HIS TINY LITTLE TOES!
Meanwhile, Spencer is stuck in the bus aisle,
"Talk to the hand!"
Also, this appears to be a blue purse.
I'm not too sure what's going on here.
Oh boys, good times.