tick tock tick tock ... update
Time stops for no one. Thats very true, especialy if your a yr 12 student. Garrit's engagement party is in 18 days, My Mocks are in 24days, I graduate in 70 days and levers is around then too. SO yea. Everything is happening so fast. When your younger years seem to darg past now they fly so fast that you try to catch them only for them to be replaced by another year. I guess this is the same with memories. Something you think happened so long ago was only yesterday and it seems like only yesterday when she's all ready been gone a year.
Next year I hope to go and work some where in Thailand. It would be a nice break, a good change. I could get new friends and see who back here would still wanna be friends with me after a year. I have feeling there wouldnt be many, maybe Jess, Mia and Sam. .. Maybe.
I have been sick lately, chest infection ... lucky me. I went to the Doctors on Thursday and then again on saturday. I am now on antibiotics and steroids (lol). I unfortunatly missed a bit of school so as usual I am behind. O well.
Have you ever woken up and realized that not only have you changed but so has every oen around you. It's sad to realize the guy you once were so enthralled by and worshiped hte ground he walked means no more to you than the random you picked up at a party the other night. It saddens me to see that I no longer know my friends. They are so foreign. Its been going down hill slowly for so long and I was jsut to blind to realize. I regret that. I swear that I wont let that happen with my new friends. I wont lose Caen, Mia or Sam. I dont want to and I cant.
School adn work are crappy as usual. I just cant wait to graduate and get a REAL job. lol
Next year I hope to go and work some where in Thailand. It would be a nice break, a good change. I could get new friends and see who back here would still wanna be friends with me after a year. I have feeling there wouldnt be many, maybe Jess, Mia and Sam. .. Maybe.
I have been sick lately, chest infection ... lucky me. I went to the Doctors on Thursday and then again on saturday. I am now on antibiotics and steroids (lol). I unfortunatly missed a bit of school so as usual I am behind. O well.
Have you ever woken up and realized that not only have you changed but so has every oen around you. It's sad to realize the guy you once were so enthralled by and worshiped hte ground he walked means no more to you than the random you picked up at a party the other night. It saddens me to see that I no longer know my friends. They are so foreign. Its been going down hill slowly for so long and I was jsut to blind to realize. I regret that. I swear that I wont let that happen with my new friends. I wont lose Caen, Mia or Sam. I dont want to and I cant.
School adn work are crappy as usual. I just cant wait to graduate and get a REAL job. lol