Jan 11, 2005 04:52
I wrote something here and it was very meaningful to me and my to my forthcoming change. Something that would shine a different light on me and my personality but somehow it was erased. That wont stop me. Nothing can stop me. It's already too late. I've worked hard to destroy the impurities within me. Tonight has tested me. My roots are planted firm and it is now time to grow my branches and spread my wings. The phoenix has engulfed itself in flames and is soon to be reborn.. I have been in limbo for too long. It is now time for the resurection. Bridges will burn, Ailliances will be made. Step aside or get behind me. Don't get in my way!
Instead of what I wrote he is some NIN
I beat my machine it’s a part of me it’s inside of me
I’m stuck in this dream it’s changing me I am becoming
The me that you know had some second thoughts
He’s covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
The me that you know doesn’t come around much
That part of me isn’t here anymore
All pain disappears it’s the nature of my circuitry
Drowns out all I hear there’s no escape from this my new consciousness
That me that you know used to have feelings
But the blood has stopped pumping and he’s left to decay
The me that you know is now made up of wires
And even when I’m right with you I’m so far away
I can try to get away but I’ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don’t want to listen but it’s all too clear
Hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away
It won’t give up it wants me dead
Goddamn this noise inside my head