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ah hahahahaha...my life is just one big fucking soap opera. and im sorry for all this, i really am. i know it keeps happening and i know that you are all sick of hearing it. but this is the last time i promise.
Do you think it's reasonable for Kevin to end things over me getting mad at him for talking shit about me to his ex(nikki, and we all remember the "nikki fiasco"). he said things that were not true, and are not true. granted I discovered them in an odd way, and a not so honest way...his msn singed in by accident and i checked his email, i wanted to know what she had to say. I thought he had sent her the email recently (within the time span of us getting back together) which is what made me mad, then after finding out that he had sent it while we weren't together i calmed down, because as some of you know, i screwed up while we weren't together also. He wants me to change, and I want to also because I know im unreasonable sometimes too. but, is it really reasonable to expect someone to change in the span of 2 days? he said i was supossed to change while we weren't together, but how am i supossed to change when im under the impression that we are over? oh, and then he says that he still loves me and wants to be with me somewhere, somehow. Then today claims that he doesn't love me...jeez, make up your mind.
I'm done here. i can't even deal anymore.
this whole thing seems VERY familiar, like it happened 2 weeks ago when he told me to make up my mind and when i did it wasn't good enough...hmm...very odd.
Jesus Holy Fucking Shit.
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Do you think it's reasonable for Kevin to end things over me getting mad at him for talking shit about me to his ex(nikki, and we all remember the "nikki fiasco"). he said things that were not true, and are not true. granted I discovered them in an odd way, and a not so honest way...his msn singed in by accident and i checked his email, i wanted to know what she had to say. I thought he had sent her the email recently (within the time span of us getting back together) which is what made me mad, then after finding out that he had sent it while we weren't together i calmed down, because as some of you know, i screwed up while we weren't together also. He wants me to change, and I want to also because I know im unreasonable sometimes too. but, is it really reasonable to expect someone to change in the span of 2 days? he said i was supossed to change while we weren't together, but how am i supossed to change when im under the impression that we are over? oh, and then he says that he still loves me and wants to be with me somewhere, somehow. Then today claims that he doesn't love me...jeez, make up your mind.
I'm done here. i can't even deal anymore.
this whole thing seems VERY familiar, like it happened 2 weeks ago when he told me to make up my mind and when i did it wasn't good enough...hmm...very odd.
Jesus Holy Fucking Shit.
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