I still can't believe it. Thank You Very Much Almighty God. I have doubted myself from the very start, even before the start of our review because I know I have not taken the 4 years and a half of my schooling seriously. I don't study nor read my notes and books until the day of exam, i hate group activities, i hate reporting, i hate recitations, i won't enter a certain class if i feel like it, most of all if i feel lazy i'll take the whole day off from school. But with your guiding presence lead me to atleast take my life seriously and have graduated 29th March of 2014, Thank You Very Much.
I was forced to review and take the board exam, I don't like it. I have no confidence in myself. I was afraid I'm going to fail. My parents didn't really mentioned that I should pass the exam but atleast try. I'm more pressured by the people outside my family. I don't want to be pitied.
I studied not quite well but I tried. I had hard time leaving fandom for awhile. Not until a week before the exam did I really shut off. I was nervous, I can't sleep properly. My heartbeats are faster and louder.
Exam day came, June 29-30, I followed the superstitious belief -- wear something red (my headband and ponytail(?) rubber were red), put a coin on your sole(i put 5peso coin for each foot). On the last day I donated my pencils so that I won't take the exam again, and after the last subject -- kick the chair in front of you.
2 days later, around 7pm. I was on my home having bought books so that I have something to focus while waiting for the result. My friend texted me the result is already OUT! I was nervous, i thought i failed because no one texted me. I drop by near her boarding house, we met. Checked online for results, I was nervous my hands were trembling and sweating. We saw her name, I scrolled down saw my name, and we both shouted from the excitement, forgetting that we are in the middle of the public highway. The people looked our way, we did not care nor even bother keeping silent as we are ecstatic that we are finally a REGISTERED/LICENSE SOCIAL WORKER!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH ALMIGHTY GOD.
p.s how do you put cut in lj app?
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