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When I started this journal, I was using it to vent, to deal with my issues. It was a turbulant time in my life, and there were many posts. Life as of late has been good, I have been doing well, emotionally and in terms of progressing my life, thus no posts.
This morning one of my parents dogs died, my dog died, the one who was always by my side at their home, my dog. The call that he was sick woke me, by the time I got there he was dead. I will never understand why we attach ourselves emotionally to things whose lives are so short. All I know is that I hurt, a friend of mine has passed, my dog, Chester. He was hyper, he was annoying, but he always made me smile, he always loved me, he was my dog, and he is gone. when I walked into my parents kitchen, his lifeless eyes started up at me.
he died at 9:30 am, I started drinking at 10:15 am, soon I hope to be unconsciouncious, I am so confused to hate or love pets, they comfort us so, but they will never outlive us, and with that, pain.
something I have invested my heart in has died and I am less of a being after its passing
This morning one of my parents dogs died, my dog died, the one who was always by my side at their home, my dog. The call that he was sick woke me, by the time I got there he was dead. I will never understand why we attach ourselves emotionally to things whose lives are so short. All I know is that I hurt, a friend of mine has passed, my dog, Chester. He was hyper, he was annoying, but he always made me smile, he always loved me, he was my dog, and he is gone. when I walked into my parents kitchen, his lifeless eyes started up at me.
he died at 9:30 am, I started drinking at 10:15 am, soon I hope to be unconsciouncious, I am so confused to hate or love pets, they comfort us so, but they will never outlive us, and with that, pain.
something I have invested my heart in has died and I am less of a being after its passing