post party rant

Jan 02, 2006 19:44

I think most had a good time. Of what I remember, I did. There was nudity, frivolity, and lots of drunkenness.
It was good.

Then...
It was bad...

Someone who attended, stole from the party. There was a wallet, some money out of people's pants, my coat, my credit card (which has been canceled), and my Ipod. Now I would feel worse about this, if not for the fact that most of what was stolen was mine, but I really liked that coat so I am a bit bitter. I am not by nature a violent person, in fact I am a wimp and a pushover. On the other hand when I do find out who took my shit, I am going to tell seth, dan and sean. whoever brings me my shit, with a little of the thief's blood, gets a prize. I am also rewarding information. The fact that they stole from a party, when I had welcomed them in, it is dishonest and rude. If I have my way they will pay me in pain, ok, scratch the bitter, I AM ROYALLY PISSED, It has taken me a day and a half to get here, but I WANT A HEAD ON A PLATTER. I WANT TO HIT THEM IN THE STOMACH UNTIL THEY SPIT BLOOD, I was a good host, and this is how they repay me. Simply put, I really, really want to cause someone else pain for the first time I can remember, how dare they. I wish I could find them, it would be worth the payments to a lawyer. I WANT SOMEONES BLOOD ON MY HANDS, AND I WANT TO LET THE BLOOD STAIN MY HANDS RED. I WANT TO BREATH IN THEIR SUFFERING. Some of my current favorite words and phrases- shop vice, curb stomp, saws all, chains, blood, pain, suffering, TORTURE, hammer/toes, skinned alive, kitchen garnishing tools, blow torch, scar, rend, tare. I want to make them a victim. I know it is just material things, but I do believe that I might lose it on this one, I want to take my pound of flesh. Of course I am willing to take applications to help me.

To sum up

I want to hospitalize them

I want to feed on their fear and pain.

I know that shooting them would be too fast, I want to use a blade, slowly.

I want to punch them in the kidneys until my knuckles bleed.

Castration

I don't want them dead, I want them to have nightmares of my face.

I want to become my own agent of wrath.

I think that for the first time, I truly hate.

I want a part of my soul to die by my actions against them.

To conclude

Pray for me
Pray I calm before I find them.
I will find them
There are only five names on my list, and I have leads on them all
I have a hobby for the month
I WANT MY COAT BACK
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