Sigh..
gah.. I just want to die.. everything hurts so much lately.. I hate rejecting people.. and i rejected one person i shouldn't have. -cries-.. and BLEH.. I feel like total shit over it.. and I just want to die.. and throw up more and more .. and All the blood. BLEH everything.. it just fuckin sucks.. and theres no word for my feelings.. cause everything fuckin sucks.. this whole world fuckin sucks.. and I realize why I hate Valentines Day so much today.. oh yes.. THAT FUCKIN SUCKS.. wee..