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[dirtyxemoxkid]

i hate my friends page.
i mean, i don't hate the people.
just the page.
not the layout.
just the page.
and the usernames.
not in particular.
just...
ah fuck.
i think i'm just losing my mind.
watch my mind crumble, guys.
damn.
i just want to write SO many fucking songs.
which suck, because even though i'm pretty capable of it, i don't write songs like...fucking brian (i love you and your songs, brister, they own) and when they come, i'm feeling bad.
and if I wrote a fanfic that was serious, someone would probably be ripping out throats and sawing off genitalia. no joke. beware.
i mean, seriously.
if i blow up at you within this week.
i apologise.
i feel like crap
and tomorrow, i officially talk to noone.
minus my husband.
but other than that...i'll hide if i have to.
after this shit day, i'll be damned if i let another smile on my face.
fuck off, i'm sleeping now.