...to fuck everything in my life up completely ( Read more... )

My brain is going in two directions at once. I want to do school online. Nevermind that I suck at online classes, or that most of my classes next year will be very hands on. I just want to be by myself, it's not like I have friends all over campus as it is. I want to do things on my terms and on my schedule. I just want to have the ability to ( Read more... )

So, my friend has been ignoring me for a while now. We share a room, but she's never here. I, being the good friend I am still attempt to do things with her when I do see her. Today we went to the dining hall for lunch, she didn't have her ID so I got her lunch. Then, she's got cramps so I got her a water to help with the bloating. Immediately ( Read more... )

I'm lonely today. I just feel the need to have some human contact/company and there's no one around. I'd love to be home and sit with Jesse, but he has bowling anyways. Emily is at a friend's house. I have two tests tomorrow and should really be studying anyways. I just want a hug. Like, somehow I feel less valuable as a person when I don't have ( Read more... )