just realised i have way too many people on my friends list--i dont ever read ALL the entries--but most of them have me as a friend so i feel almost responsible to have them lol (how fucked up is that
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Re: ThoughtsdirtywingsNovember 26 2001, 08:02:03 UTC
i was just saying that last night! about male faeries--i finally found one on google that i liked (the user pic) but i want more ...if you find any good ones let me know...i wanted a new look on the journal and wanted faeries, so i found faeries :)
i guess my cutting is a cry for help...i mean i don't know anymore...it does seem to help but i definately am not doing it for attention--i hate when people make a big deal out of it. and i'm not doing it cause it's "cool". garrett hates it...and i hate hurting him...so if it was as easy as that, i'd just NOT do it.
i'd love to get to know you better, not opposed to that nor was my post a hint for people to take me off their friends' lists lol :) so...feel free to comment and chat away :) and your welcomed to email me if you'd ever like.
as for having a poly relationship, i never imagined i would end up in a three way. but we are committed, we don't mess around out side of it. and my therapist has a theory heheh he seems to think i wasn't cut out for monogamy but my history makes it hard for me to NOT do monogamy if i do anything at all. i don't know about that....i find myself growing, sexually as well as emotionally, more every day...
i guess my cutting is a cry for help...i mean i don't know anymore...it does seem to help but i definately am not doing it for attention--i hate when people make a big deal out of it. and i'm not doing it cause it's "cool". garrett hates it...and i hate hurting him...so if it was as easy as that, i'd just NOT do it.
i'd love to get to know you better, not opposed to that nor was my post a hint for people to take me off their friends' lists lol :) so...feel free to comment and chat away :) and your welcomed to email me if you'd ever like.
as for having a poly relationship, i never imagined i would end up in a three way. but we are committed, we don't mess around out side of it. and my therapist has a theory heheh he seems to think i wasn't cut out for monogamy but my history makes it hard for me to NOT do monogamy if i do anything at all. i don't know about that....i find myself growing, sexually as well as emotionally, more every day...
thanks for responding :) i'll talk to you soon.
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