Nov 20, 2007 15:13
wow. they're playin christmas tunes on the radio, disneyland has their christmas decorations up... all department stores are in the sale-spirit.... and yet i am still in the same place i am every year. i wanted Christmas SOO bad back in July (like i do every year for some reason) and now i am just not in the spirit... but for the first time in years i actually have a small list of things that i want! the last few years my parents have been at a loss at something to buy me, and i didn't push it. i got a new book or a new sweater... and i was happy. and with the money i'm sure i'll accrue from relatives, i can probably deal with most of these myself... but most of them will be cheaper for me to purchase before i leave... here is my meager list:
*Stila "Kitten" refill eyeshadow
*New Duracell Rechargeable batteries (Lithium Rechargeables)
*Waitress Movie
*Sweeney Todd Deluxe Soundtrack
*Dell Inspiron Laptop Computer (i'll be purchasing it myself... but the holiday money will help a little.)
i get a fluttery heart everytime i allow my brain to dwell on the fact that i won't be here to celebrate with my family... this will be the first Christmas Eve since 1996 that i don't go to my Aunt Marcia's house in Huntington. SO WEIRD. anyways... sigh... back to pretending that i'm working. good thing the boss wasnt in today... i've been on LJ all day it seems.
lame-sauce. =P
pan troglodytes.