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so i feel dumb for imagining that i could have these things, but i get so saddened and even jealous when friends from the old circle still hang out and see each other since they are still in the circle and didn't leave it like i did. i miss them. and i hate being out of the loop. its like being punished for moving on, but i guess thats what it really is - moving on.
i shouldn't let it bother me, but it does. i miss the old circle and wish i was still invited to events. it feels like i have to make a whole new circle of friends all over instead of getting the benefit of adding the old ones to the new.
i just, yeah. i don't like feeling like the only person that isn't being invited.
back to work.
i shouldn't let it bother me, but it does. i miss the old circle and wish i was still invited to events. it feels like i have to make a whole new circle of friends all over instead of getting the benefit of adding the old ones to the new.
i just, yeah. i don't like feeling like the only person that isn't being invited.
back to work.