dreams
i'm talking to feria on aim... about boys. boys are such a fun topic - NOT. but it's good to talk about them with other girls to get all the anger and frustration out. =( ...
so i've been thinking about music and all that stuff. and what i'd like to do with my life. well laugh at me if you like but i want to be a singer. get on a stage, dance like the guy from the rolling stones and have loads of fun. mel and sam heard the lyrics to some of my songs. they liked them in general, which is good. they liked heart on display and... caught in your web a lot. so maybe those are really good? anyways the trouble with me is that i can't write happy and upbeat songs. that's like... my weakness with writing. maybe when i get signed i can get someone can write the happy songs for me. lol. i really want to be in the business because i want to share my music with the world in hopes of someone being able to relate to them and like what i sing and that stuff. another reason for me to do it is for my mom. she means a lot to me and she's basically, she's the only thing i've got and she's done so much for me. it would only be fitting for me to do something back for her, ya know? i really want to amount to something to make her proud. if i don't become famous by singing, i want to be a fashion designer and own my own stores and have the celebrities wearing my clothes to all the award shows. i would really like that.
hah, i had this dream one night about being famous. i had long acceptance speeches and i was dating mr. ryan sypek (my husband from wildfire lol) and i was really happy. and plus everyone loved me, i was all over the place and everyone knew my name. my mom was rolling in "ice" and gosh i lived the life. i sort of want that.
i guess if i don't become famous, i'll have to resort to doing something smaller, like being a writer or an artist. but i'd really prefer to have the celebrity life lol. =)
anyways... what are you dreams? (gosh i know some of you are going to email me your life story hahaha)
ily
so i've been thinking about music and all that stuff. and what i'd like to do with my life. well laugh at me if you like but i want to be a singer. get on a stage, dance like the guy from the rolling stones and have loads of fun. mel and sam heard the lyrics to some of my songs. they liked them in general, which is good. they liked heart on display and... caught in your web a lot. so maybe those are really good? anyways the trouble with me is that i can't write happy and upbeat songs. that's like... my weakness with writing. maybe when i get signed i can get someone can write the happy songs for me. lol. i really want to be in the business because i want to share my music with the world in hopes of someone being able to relate to them and like what i sing and that stuff. another reason for me to do it is for my mom. she means a lot to me and she's basically, she's the only thing i've got and she's done so much for me. it would only be fitting for me to do something back for her, ya know? i really want to amount to something to make her proud. if i don't become famous by singing, i want to be a fashion designer and own my own stores and have the celebrities wearing my clothes to all the award shows. i would really like that.
hah, i had this dream one night about being famous. i had long acceptance speeches and i was dating mr. ryan sypek (my husband from wildfire lol) and i was really happy. and plus everyone loved me, i was all over the place and everyone knew my name. my mom was rolling in "ice" and gosh i lived the life. i sort of want that.
i guess if i don't become famous, i'll have to resort to doing something smaller, like being a writer or an artist. but i'd really prefer to have the celebrity life lol. =)
anyways... what are you dreams? (gosh i know some of you are going to email me your life story hahaha)
ily