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[dirtysunshine_x]

so. things have been terrible between me
and shawn and it's killing me inside.
madison says he has a "thing" for me, but
if he does, why doesn't he say something?
he's being a jerk and i hate and i want
cry so badly. ahh i don't know why all
the guys i like are either jerks or
completely out of my league. i conclude
that love doesn't want me. =`[