i need some dating advice people!!!
yea. so. i am feeling extremely attention starved right now. i like this boyyy, and he likes meee, but things are complicated. and when things get complicated it usually involves me doing dumb things. like, kissing another boy (who is not the boy i like, but), who i am really good friends with and hoping that he doesnt try and pursue anything further because i wont know how to get out of it gracefully.
i am not graceful. and i have no game. which is probably why i kiss boys who are my friends and then later regret it. i like boy friends and boyfriends to be two seperate entities.
i am beginning to realize that some of my girlfriends are kind of catty bitches? last sunday we met some aussies at a bar, and i was chatting up one and showing him pictures on my cell phone. and later my friend (who will remain nameless) tells me that 1. i am unnaproachable, and 2. "the guy was completely uninterested in yr pictures, but was SO NICE cos he sat there and looked at each one". wow. im sorry. i didnt realize my life was so meaningless and boring, i thought we were getting to know eachother? wtf!?!
where do you meet a nice guy in this town where things arent complicated and it isnt going to be some douche in the bar scene that expects immediate gratifications of my attention. eck! i hate dating.
i am not graceful. and i have no game. which is probably why i kiss boys who are my friends and then later regret it. i like boy friends and boyfriends to be two seperate entities.
i am beginning to realize that some of my girlfriends are kind of catty bitches? last sunday we met some aussies at a bar, and i was chatting up one and showing him pictures on my cell phone. and later my friend (who will remain nameless) tells me that 1. i am unnaproachable, and 2. "the guy was completely uninterested in yr pictures, but was SO NICE cos he sat there and looked at each one". wow. im sorry. i didnt realize my life was so meaningless and boring, i thought we were getting to know eachother? wtf!?!
where do you meet a nice guy in this town where things arent complicated and it isnt going to be some douche in the bar scene that expects immediate gratifications of my attention. eck! i hate dating.