May 16, 2005 17:59
i am not a happy person at the moment
i thought that i was over wesley, until i hugged him.....and i thought that i was cool with seeing him with other girls.. and im not.... 2day i saw him really hug sarah 2day in the cafeteria at the end of period 8.. and i just felt really REALLY bad...... it was such a horrible feeling... but then i started to laugh at myself cuz i just need to grow-up, i need to find sum1 thats for me, cuz i really need sum1.. and every1 is tryin to hook me up w/ sum1... but every time im just liek ehh not sure...... or ill give a guy my number and just not talk to him. but i think that thats all going to change.. espcially since 2morrow is PHYSICS DAY AT SIX FALGS! yesh!! total excitement! and there will a lot of boyz.. boyz.. boyz.. boyz.. boyz.. *sigh*, ehh ill probably punk out n say some lie like "yeah i got a man" or something like that... lol.. yea ima dork.. don't think that im going to junior prom or nne thing but ill defintely hit up the after parites! get trashed... the usual.. lol.. ne wayz.. ima go now ttyl xoxo