maybe this wind blowing in just came from the ocean

Jun 09, 2005 17:39

i'm moving to pacifica.
officially.
it makes me smile, even on a rainy foggy day like yesterday.










it was rainy all day yesterday but i still had to stop on the side of the cabrillo highway and take some pictures.
(see how I'm pointing out the frizzyness of my hair? beach hair, i call it)



















i want to have fun this summer. i'm 21 and i only have one other friend who's 21. how can this be? i need to branch out. speaking of branch, remember MICHELLE BRANCH?







or as i refer to her as: my married knocked up ex girlfriend?
yeah, well she's hot.
"hotel paper" came out at the best time for me.
i want to erase that time period not because i regret it...but because i can't stop missing it

"if i had known then that these things would happen, would they have happened with you?"

she has helped me more than even my friends have sometimes, because she tells it like it is.
there's one song in particular that gets my heart pounding.
it reminds me of a time that i can't ever forget, no matter how much i try.

why do we want love? WHYYYYYYYYYYYY
just so we can confirm that some person who used to mean absolutely nothing to us now thinks we're pretty? or cool?
what the fuck?
i don't understand this.
love is concieted.
to love someone KNOWING there's no chance of that love ever thriving, THAT is romance.
plain and simple.
when you love and expect nothing, you really love.
when you love to get something, the only person you truly love is yourself.

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okay I'm gonna go to stoneridge and meet jenna because she's picking up her ipod. cya livejournal
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