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they say you make your best decisions when they are yours, completely uninfluenced by another source. you were the only decision i made on my own and it was my smartest move.
maybe it's time for a new beginning.
I'm sick of starting over again with someone new trying to make it work because he has lines and moves. I want to be in the arms of someone who makes me feel comfortable. I want to laugh, I want to joke, I want to feel at ease. No more games, no more act. you were right, I'm not in a movie and I should stop playing a part. I've realised what I really want and it turned out to be the opposite of what I was going for. maybe I needed you to show me where my heart really stood. my heart has been somewhere else all along. I didn't have the guts to admit it before but I think I'm beginning to come to terms with what's really important.
maybe it's time for a new beginning.
I'm sick of starting over again with someone new trying to make it work because he has lines and moves. I want to be in the arms of someone who makes me feel comfortable. I want to laugh, I want to joke, I want to feel at ease. No more games, no more act. you were right, I'm not in a movie and I should stop playing a part. I've realised what I really want and it turned out to be the opposite of what I was going for. maybe I needed you to show me where my heart really stood. my heart has been somewhere else all along. I didn't have the guts to admit it before but I think I'm beginning to come to terms with what's really important.