what have i become my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end...
i ended up getting 100% on johns friends quiz. he got 30% on mine hehe*tisktisk for u too*
yesterday was nice. john took me out for a bit to try and cheer me up. it was the happiest iv been all weekend. thank you sweet love<3 we walked around the eaton center trying to do some father's day shopping...which didnt turn out too good lol. john used that gift card i gave him and bought three new books and got a fourth one free. i think that is so good. why didnt i buy any lol?
my love took me out for dinner and we had chocolate ice cream hehe.
he is picking up our warped tour tickets too *i cant wait to see rancid*
how am i?
i dont know anymore. i dont even know how i feel. i had a dream last nite i moved to florida and i was so happy.
im not happy here. well, im happy with things, some things..but everytime i try to live, something always brings me down. maybe i feel too much.
this journal holds too many memories things i want to remembe rand other things i want to forget. sometimes i remember certain days and iread up on them again.lol do any of u actualy read and understand my ramblings?
i dont think i care anymore..for the things and ppl i used to care for..is that bad?
yesterday was nice. john took me out for a bit to try and cheer me up. it was the happiest iv been all weekend. thank you sweet love<3 we walked around the eaton center trying to do some father's day shopping...which didnt turn out too good lol. john used that gift card i gave him and bought three new books and got a fourth one free. i think that is so good. why didnt i buy any lol?
my love took me out for dinner and we had chocolate ice cream hehe.
he is picking up our warped tour tickets too *i cant wait to see rancid*
how am i?
i dont know anymore. i dont even know how i feel. i had a dream last nite i moved to florida and i was so happy.
im not happy here. well, im happy with things, some things..but everytime i try to live, something always brings me down. maybe i feel too much.
this journal holds too many memories things i want to remembe rand other things i want to forget. sometimes i remember certain days and iread up on them again.lol do any of u actualy read and understand my ramblings?
i dont think i care anymore..for the things and ppl i used to care for..is that bad?