Stupid me...

Feb 24, 2005 12:05

Ugh, I was supposed to go to school today, but I woke up at 3:30 AM and waltzed around the house in complete unhealthy-misery. I set my alarm clock for a little later, even though I needed to get up early to wash my hair, and went back to sleep. Come 6:20, I tried getting out of bed, but it was hopeless, I decided to wait for my dad to wake me up and went back to sleep. 8:30 AM, MY DAD DIDN'T WAKE ME UP! I was so sad, I sat in bed and felt bad for a couple minutes and called Evan. No answer. I got up and started working on school work, which was boring. I hate cells. Cells are stupid. Who cares about active transport when you're just trying to get your diploma? Well, I guess it is essential knowlegde.... >_> I took a shower, talked with my Mom, IMed Evan's cell phone. He doesn't seem like he wants to come over, he kept saying "maybe", which I absolutely HATE. So I'm all fucking butthurt. It makes me feel unloved, and now I want to cry, goddamnit. I don't know. My parents have been doing really great with their dialoguing. I don't know how all of it goes, but I know that nowadays, they're taking one or two hours to just sit back and talk to each other, I'm not allowed to distract them, so I never know what they're talking about, but things seem to be getting better. My dad went out with Darren to go drinking last night, until like 9PM, I think that made my mom angry, but Darren lives in P-town, so I can't imagine how angry his wife would have been if he said he was going to be home at a certain time and was an hour late. Ugh, I'm sick, and I'm irritable. Maybe I'll just call Andrea and see if she wants to hang out, since Evan doens't want to. Maybe I'll go be mopey. Bai bai...
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