Hello, internet

Feb 10, 2005 16:58

Wow, it's been a LONG time since I've been online. The moving five times and divorce bullshit can really throw someone off. But now we're settled, and though things tend to have their natural "kinks" things are going fairly well. I've picked up with my school work, I'm now going to L&C and doing quite well. There are a whole lot of complete retards and jackasses there, but I don't let it concern me, I work hard and I cut straight-A's, so my sense self-satisfaction is slowly going up. For a long time I thought I was really angry about all my "friends" seeming to just forget about me. For a long time, I felt as though no one cared at all, aside from Evan and my family. As it turns out, I was really just angry with myself for believing this people were really friends. Oh well, I'm finding new friends, touching base with old ones, like Layne and Sunshine. I've recentered my goals in life, and I guess they're pretty far from what's "normal." I want to be a psychologist, or something in the field of psychology/liberal sciences and arts, and I want to be a writer. No specific type of writer, just someone who continues developing their passion and talent for the art of literature. Truth be told, last year was probably the hardest year of my entire life, and the ride still hasn't settled down yet, but we're getting there, I hope. I get the house to myself the weekend of the 19th, I believe. My parents are going to retry the intensive marital counseling called "Retrouvaille" (I hope I spelled that right.) Anyway, I've got homework to do, and a boyfriend to see, hopefully sooner, rather than later.
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