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Yesterday Evan and I smoked for the first time in a week (at least, it had been the only time I smoked this week, it was like...exactly a week almost..) and watched montey python, and had dirty wild sex. It was sooooo good. Jamie had a bunch of his dope fiends over yesterday. I've been having really bad mood swings recently (goddamn, I hate being bipolar) and I can get incredibly judgemental, I know that Jamie and Tim are dope fiends, so is Brian, but I don't know about the rest of them. Since they're quiet, and suspicious, and intrusive all at the same time, so I just assumed that they were all the same, and that I should kill them all. Jamie's new girlfriend makes me uneasy too. BAH. Oh well, pizza was good, and the sex was absolutely amazing, but I'm all sad now, because I haven't seen Evan all day, and I've barely talked to him at all, and I'm not feeling well, so I was hoping I could see Evan for a while and have some private time with him, instead of just seeing him to go to Jamie and Jer's birthday party at his aunt Lisa's. I was rudely woke up by my brother and my mom. My mom was asking me questions and I had a real hard time tossing and turning trying to get back to sleep, then my mom asked me to get up so I could fix her navel jewellry. It was a bad way to start the day. lol, oh well. I'm glad to at least have my mom out of the hospital. She's still not doing well though, and she needs a lot of help, and it's just exhausting. I'm tense, sore, emotional, stressed, and tired. Tuesday my Mom and I are supposed to go tanning. Woot, she said she was going to buy some more Hempz stuff. Supre/Hempz has to be my new favorite line of mosturizing/tanning/spf products. They're lotion and lip balm are super-nifty. Also, I think my hair is beginning to look asstacular. Apparently my dad's whole straightening class fell through, so he's not going to be learning the new straightening process, but he said he was looking into a redken class or something? I don't know. At any rate, I want to try the new rusk line. Rubber did some awesome stuff to my mom's hair and I'm dying to get it. It defrizzed her hair, and made it iron straight. Meh...