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Meow. Today was good. I got Evan off 5 times. Heh, we were so tired afterwards. :))))))) I ate sooo much for dinner, I ate Melinda's terrikyaki chicken and sticky rice, broccoli, sauted mushrooms and onions, a cup noodles, then I took a break and smoked the good stuff with Jamie and Evan, went home, watched dazed and confused, ate 2 huge slices of pizza, and half a bag of chips, AND...another croissant type roll thing. I feel like a cow, but it's weird. Whenever I eat a lot I lose weight. Nobody besides Pat really believes me when I tell them I lost 25lbs from eating McDonald's, Taco Bell, Wendy's, (I always want to spell that Windy because of K-san.) and Subway. I have a weird metabolism. Hmm, I guess people who decide to pick fights pick out silly things like the fact that I can wear nothing, be photographed and look good to try and attack me. I'm sorry, but that's okay, it's like my Mom told me, I can get away with anything because I'm beautiful! Teehee! lol sarcasm noted, but I love my Mom, she's great. I'm sorry, I'm going to gloat over the fact that I will always have a hotter ass than those that choose to pick fights with me XP. I love it when things like this happen (I don't, but I do, I'm torn) I don't like them because it's ridiculous, but I love being pissed off at someone, it fuels my creativity, my insomnia, and stimulates my thought process under stress! And I love getting a rise out of people, and seeing how stupidly they'll react. Drama is stupid, but if you happen to get sucked into it, I guess fight tooth and nail. But you know what I find interesting? I've never been called a bitch because I'm irrationally mean, or spiteful (as that is it's definition according to Merriam Webster) it's because I:
1)Stand up for my believes, loved ones, and self
2)Because people can't come up with anything else
3)Because I'm brutally honest, I refuse to shelter those I care about from the truth, and I'm not going to sugar-coat things for anyone else (Which is why Virginia want to kill me now.)
4)I don't back down, unless it's something where the other person is clearly mentally hindered (like my uncle)
and other such reasons, which I find to actually be my strong cards in life. I'm very proud of the person I am. Hmm, something that bugs me: Double standards, all over the place, personally, culturally, and otherwise. So a bunch of Evan's friend's from Hawaii don't like me? Big deal. They aren't in his life anymore, why am I any of their concern? Hmm, life has it's ups and downs, but the glass is half full. I have Evan, I'm getting credits, I'm working towards building myself financial security, being a good housekeeper, and a good person. Life is good.
1)Stand up for my believes, loved ones, and self
2)Because people can't come up with anything else
3)Because I'm brutally honest, I refuse to shelter those I care about from the truth, and I'm not going to sugar-coat things for anyone else (Which is why Virginia want to kill me now.)
4)I don't back down, unless it's something where the other person is clearly mentally hindered (like my uncle)
and other such reasons, which I find to actually be my strong cards in life. I'm very proud of the person I am. Hmm, something that bugs me: Double standards, all over the place, personally, culturally, and otherwise. So a bunch of Evan's friend's from Hawaii don't like me? Big deal. They aren't in his life anymore, why am I any of their concern? Hmm, life has it's ups and downs, but the glass is half full. I have Evan, I'm getting credits, I'm working towards building myself financial security, being a good housekeeper, and a good person. Life is good.