To Layne:
If anyone sees this before Layne does, make sure you have her read it, because I can't post in her journal, because I'm not in her friends' list.
"Well, just to inform you, I wasn't the one that broke off our relationship. I care about you deeply, and I'm very hurt and rather pissed off that 13 years of friendship means nothing to you. AND, it wasn't that I couldn't come to terms with the fact that you were happy, it was that I didn't want you to be completly absorbed in a relationship. You weren't paying attention to your friends. So, anyway, it wasn't my decision or anyone else's for you to break up with Broc, you did that on your own, because you were having problems with the relationship. You can't blame other people for your decisions. Besides, I'm friends with Broc, we talk often. I would carefully consider things if I were you, he may not be going out with Ariel anymore, but they fuck on a near daily basis. If you're willing to put out, go for it, but if your not, you'd need to lay it down for him, tell him he has to wait, and that he can't cheat on you. That's just my opinion, but apparantly I'm not your friend, so why should you take that to heart? You only thought I was your friend. And of course, the 13 years that I was endlessly there to try and help you with your shit was just me trying to sabotage your happiness, right? In my opinion, you need help. Your need to establish your self-value based on whether you have a boyfriend or not is a very dangerous mind-set that you need to get out of. You can't love someone unless you love yourself. So don't blame me for your destructive tendencies. If you want to be a bitch about things, go for it. I was hoping our relationship wouldn't come to this, but I guess I should have seen this coming freshman year, seeing as all of a sudden it was "break away from Li" time, I don't want to be in a relationship where I'm being competed against anyway. So fuck you, have a nice day."
"Well, just to inform you, I wasn't the one that broke off our relationship. I care about you deeply, and I'm very hurt and rather pissed off that 13 years of friendship means nothing to you. AND, it wasn't that I couldn't come to terms with the fact that you were happy, it was that I didn't want you to be completly absorbed in a relationship. You weren't paying attention to your friends. So, anyway, it wasn't my decision or anyone else's for you to break up with Broc, you did that on your own, because you were having problems with the relationship. You can't blame other people for your decisions. Besides, I'm friends with Broc, we talk often. I would carefully consider things if I were you, he may not be going out with Ariel anymore, but they fuck on a near daily basis. If you're willing to put out, go for it, but if your not, you'd need to lay it down for him, tell him he has to wait, and that he can't cheat on you. That's just my opinion, but apparantly I'm not your friend, so why should you take that to heart? You only thought I was your friend. And of course, the 13 years that I was endlessly there to try and help you with your shit was just me trying to sabotage your happiness, right? In my opinion, you need help. Your need to establish your self-value based on whether you have a boyfriend or not is a very dangerous mind-set that you need to get out of. You can't love someone unless you love yourself. So don't blame me for your destructive tendencies. If you want to be a bitch about things, go for it. I was hoping our relationship wouldn't come to this, but I guess I should have seen this coming freshman year, seeing as all of a sudden it was "break away from Li" time, I don't want to be in a relationship where I'm being competed against anyway. So fuck you, have a nice day."