sober
Toby Keith was pretty rad. Jason Aldean was the opening act and he's ok i suppose. I knew all the songs Toby Keith played but 2 so i was pretty happy. He puts on an awesome show for a country singer. heheh!
I was very proud because i have not touched alcohol since the nasty alcohol poisoning thing. Everyone else drank a lot but i stuck to my guns!
What really happened to me physically that night last weekend stared with profuse vomiting, i cound't walk, i couldn't control my bladder, everything was rocking and spinning so badly and my breathing was very shallow. I freaked out really bad and i was in bed screaming at the top of my lungs to "help" and "make it stop" but Matty just sort of froze up and freaked out. I guess i blacked out because i woke up at 6am, alone in bed still drunk. I shouldn't have been left alone but Matty thought i was just being dramatic and psycho.
I tried to drink water but i couldn't keep water down at all. In fact i coundn't eat or drink anything all day until 9pm i managed to sip a bottle of water. I got up at noon and scraped my frozen vomit off the car. it was horrendous. By 11pm i ate a small sandwich. It was the worst i have ever felt. I have had stomach flu a bunch as a child but this was way worse because i was so dehydrated. Matty was so mad at me for yelling and being insane. I begged him to get me Pedilyte but he didn't. It took him 2 days to forgive me.
I promised myself to stay sober because being that out of control was scary. I am a binge drinker and i endanger my health each time i drink. I need to relearn social drinking. I am not a frat boy.
I was very proud because i have not touched alcohol since the nasty alcohol poisoning thing. Everyone else drank a lot but i stuck to my guns!
What really happened to me physically that night last weekend stared with profuse vomiting, i cound't walk, i couldn't control my bladder, everything was rocking and spinning so badly and my breathing was very shallow. I freaked out really bad and i was in bed screaming at the top of my lungs to "help" and "make it stop" but Matty just sort of froze up and freaked out. I guess i blacked out because i woke up at 6am, alone in bed still drunk. I shouldn't have been left alone but Matty thought i was just being dramatic and psycho.
I tried to drink water but i couldn't keep water down at all. In fact i coundn't eat or drink anything all day until 9pm i managed to sip a bottle of water. I got up at noon and scraped my frozen vomit off the car. it was horrendous. By 11pm i ate a small sandwich. It was the worst i have ever felt. I have had stomach flu a bunch as a child but this was way worse because i was so dehydrated. Matty was so mad at me for yelling and being insane. I begged him to get me Pedilyte but he didn't. It took him 2 days to forgive me.
I promised myself to stay sober because being that out of control was scary. I am a binge drinker and i endanger my health each time i drink. I need to relearn social drinking. I am not a frat boy.