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I've been in a really bad mood lately. It's not so much of a "I hate my life, I wanna kill myself" type-thing...it's more of a "I was SO happy 3 weeks ago, why can't it be like that again?". It went from him wanting me for 3 months and me wanting to be friends...to me wanting him and him wanting nothing to do with me. How the hell did that happen? I wish I would hid my feelings for him longer than I did...or maybe just permanetly so I could still be around him. I hate to sound obsessive...but I really miss him and would give up those 2 weeks of us "dating" for his friendship again...but then again...maybe we were never really friends...and he just wanted some...who knows...
Ok, moving on...I wanna go to the car show. Hopefully, Leah's car will start tomorrow and we'll be able to go.
I hate Michigan weather...it took me 45 mins to get home today from 12 and Harper...and I slid into a curb...that was fun. Then I had to come home and shovel...my dad has a snowblower...but no, I still had to shover...snow can blow me.
I can't wait to go to Texas. I know there won't be much to do...but I just need to get away. I know everything will be the same when I get back...but I still just wanna go.
Me & Leah are going to that "Danny's" place in Canada when I turn 19...hehe...I can't wait...