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What a horrible Thanksgiving. I was supposed to go home with Kingston on the bus, but plans got postponed due to life-ruining bloody period cramps. Lets just say I was crying a lot! So i tried to call my mom to tell her that I wasnt coming up last night because of my bad cramps. she interpretted that as I wasnt coming up at all.IN too much pain to argue, so just hung up. I spent the entire night in my dirty, cold, DARK, lonely apartment alone last night , with life-ruiing period cramps, downing an entire package of oreos!:[, and watching Harry Potter.Cramps all night. no sleep. I was planning on coming home today on the train, but when I caled my mom to tell her she was like," Dont bother. Uncle Bobby was planning on having us there at 1, so I cant change his plans." Lik ehe cant wait an hour for his neice that he hasnt seen in a year to come. The thing is , I know he would be ok with it, but my mom didnt even want to bother. This si the time when your supposed to be with ones that you love and obviously that doesnt count in my family, its who can run to the dinner table the fastest and stuff their fat faces. Fuck now I have to stay in this stupid apartment all alone all day.I feel like im making the effort to come up there and they re just pushoing me away. I feel like Im the only one alone on thanksgiving this hurts a lot ugh I HATEEEE THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!@!~KOJKtiem to get a new fucking family.