santa's not real, and if he was he wouldn't give me presents.
Why am I depressed?
Is it because I'm super behind in school from being sick all the time?
Is it because (with the exception of rory and dillon) yesterday just SUCKED?
Is it because I'm usually like this?
Or...
Is it just because I forgot to take my pills last night?
Who knows?
All I know is I don't feel so great right now.
That's a bit of an understatement... let's try this again:
All I know is I feel like dropping a piano on my own head from the top of a skyscraper right now.
That would be a very flashy way to die.
Oh so hollywood.
I know I should do something to get myself out of this funk, but I can't even seem to get myself out of bed. It's not worth it.
I wish I would just cry, that could somehow help.
Or make it much much worse, I'm never sure how it will affect me until it happens.
My mind is so blank right now, but it's so full too.
Is it because I'm super behind in school from being sick all the time?
Is it because (with the exception of rory and dillon) yesterday just SUCKED?
Is it because I'm usually like this?
Or...
Is it just because I forgot to take my pills last night?
Who knows?
All I know is I don't feel so great right now.
That's a bit of an understatement... let's try this again:
All I know is I feel like dropping a piano on my own head from the top of a skyscraper right now.
That would be a very flashy way to die.
Oh so hollywood.
I know I should do something to get myself out of this funk, but I can't even seem to get myself out of bed. It's not worth it.
I wish I would just cry, that could somehow help.
Or make it much much worse, I'm never sure how it will affect me until it happens.
My mind is so blank right now, but it's so full too.