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Mar 19, 2006 21:32

Yesterday I spent over $50.00 on roses to be delivered to Mandi's house with a card that reads...
"I'm sorry for all that has happened and I hope we can start a new.
I Love You Always.
-Darren."

I hope she likes them...

I've just been so sad lately, it's payback for me though I believe onto myself, durring our times together I hurt her enough emotionally. She never deserved any of that at all and never will.
I'm just so fuckin' madly in love with her that I want to do all that I can do to earn back her and her love and I will.

I know she's dating Raggz now and that she's happy but she gave me this final chance to prove to her I am a changed man who knows his responsibilities now then I ever have, to keep my eye on her in crowded places and to hold her hand while going through crowds or walking down the street.

To be there for her when she has medical problems and get anything she needs to stay healthy and alive and hold her hand telling her how much I love her and how beautiful she is and how much she means to me.

To compliment her on anything she accomplishes and is proud of to keep the pride alive in her.

To hold her when she feels like she has failed when she hasn't and never will or hurt and keep the confidence alive in her and let her know that she is better than anyone who I know of and that she's the one I look up to.
Compliment her for being such a genius who's got alot going for her.

I promise to keep my words and actions alive to her, I want to show her so much affection that I was too afraid of showing.

Too kiss every inch of her beautiful, gorgeous body and let her know that it is and that I am so proud to have her and call mine.

No more hurting, no more tears of pain, only tears of happiness.

To keep every kinda and caring word I've said to her strong and alive.

She is the best woman I have ever had and will ever have in my life.

She's been there for me enough, now it is my turn from now on to be there for her, support her, treasure her, kiss her, carry her, cook for her, take care of her, back her up on anything she needs and to love every single moment I'm with her and never look back on sorrow as long as I am with her for I am madly in love with her and always will be.

It's like what Barry Manilow said...
"Oh Mandi
Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away
Oh Mandi
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today
Oh Mandi."

I am NOT a loser and I will succeed in this.

Wish me luck my friends.
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