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ok im sitting at home doing nothing....with my parents...do you know how much that sux? i wish i was with all of my friends. when i am with them its like nothing can bring me down(unless i trip and fall).They are some of the best people that i have ever met...even with their own little quirks.i miss them so much! Right now i have a feeling of saddness and lonelyness which by the way doesnt happen to me often but when it does it really shows(tina always thinks im mad at her when i have my little moodswing...lol) i just wish things could change for the better. I know, I know what your thinking. what is so bad that i want things to change?...well nothing is bad but nothing is good i just have the same old boring day everyday and im tired of it. A change would be nice...good or bad!(i perfer good but hey beggers cant be choosers). i wish so many things..some are impossible to get but others are reachable and i know if i am going to get them i have to be the one to make the first step. Now i feel like a fortune cookie...today just sucks...or like marlene say out loud "it sucks big juicy cock" ( i love that girl...lol) Well i guess ill go and be sad all ALONE in my room. i hope i see everyone soon...that would be sooo fun.
Peace...lol
Valerie
oh yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEREK! (old timer)