too thick the heat of those long summer evenings
that which i looked up to
and i clung to for dear life,
had to turn itself off,
just to make itself alive...
tomorrow i am to consume myself with calculus; to the point that i will reek of the subject. yes, if you see me, please ignore both my preoccupied manner and my odor.
ah, so all this consummation with calculus is to both prepare myself for friday's exam and to do our first take-home project, which is an insane ammount of stuff to mull around in my head. there are topics for the project which we are expected to learn, outside of class and on our own time. i feel like i'm teaching myself calculus and i just go to class to give me a reason to wake up at a decent hour.
i am very excited for the ani concert coming on saturday. i am to work at the library until 3 p.m., then my mother is coming to whisk me away, i suppose. the concert is only in tampa, so i might perhaps be back for the wall at night -- or so i thought i would!! oh snap!! my mother and my sister (who is very many months pregnant) will most likely be crashing at the dorm! (i should probably let my roommate know, right?) who knows, it could be exciting. but anyway, i just thought it would be ridiculous for them to pay for a hotel room when i have a room they could use for the night.
i feel very prepared for my psychology test tomorrow. yes. and music theory -- i will kick your melodious ass.