there you go
i hate my parents so much right now..i want to runaway from here so bad i dont care where to just away. i want to hang myself at school tomorrow. i want to see you but i cant. i want to live with my cousin. i want nury to feel better. so many things to want so many things that you cant have. i wish the sun would never rise and we could all live in the dark so everyone could be sad from the sun not showing then we could all kill ourselves..i dont want to wake up to another pessemistic day tomorrow. i hate all things beautiful. i hate everything...i hate my parents for bringing me into this world and putting me through this. i used to think maybe i dont have it so bad, because other people have it worse...a little part of me is starting to take that back. this is just a rant im not asking for anyones pity. just brush it off like nothing happened...then wait for it to happen again