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i suck.
at swimming.
and i hate it.
i hate not being able to win.
i hate how i wont let myslef win.
i feel like i failed myself. and that..makes me miserable.
on another note, everything else is okay. school is going good and i love it. swimming was good. we had our last swim meet on thursday and..i needed a certain time to get into districts. to def. be in it, and i didnt get it. and i let myself down. and it sucked, a lot. it still does. but i still have a chance im just not definately in. but, yeah.
its tias birthday in-- 1 hour, 41 minutes.
its jillians b-day in-- 1 day, 1 hour, 41 minuutes.
<3meg
at swimming.
and i hate it.
i hate not being able to win.
i hate how i wont let myslef win.
i feel like i failed myself. and that..makes me miserable.
on another note, everything else is okay. school is going good and i love it. swimming was good. we had our last swim meet on thursday and..i needed a certain time to get into districts. to def. be in it, and i didnt get it. and i let myself down. and it sucked, a lot. it still does. but i still have a chance im just not definately in. but, yeah.
its tias birthday in-- 1 hour, 41 minutes.
its jillians b-day in-- 1 day, 1 hour, 41 minuutes.
<3meg